That is what this is....rants of a blitherin' idiot!!
But there is just some shit I just don't get!
A man walks in and asks me if I remember him.
My brain screams, "Fuck Yeah! I remember you! You turned my life upside down and drug me thru the shit! My life is what it is becuz of you and your type, you lyin' freak!"
But what comes out of my mouth, that I have forced into a smile, "Sure, do you have more kittens for me?"
I wonder if he can see the pain in my eyes?
He must! He looks away despite my fake smile.
The conversation turns to his profession.....And stray cats.....And he says, "I was told to treat everyone the same. And I can't treat each person and each case on their own merits."
We aren't talkin' about kittens anymore!!
Thinkin' about it now, I think I could actually cry!!
Justice is not only blind but deaf as well becuz no matter how loud you scream the truth nobody hears it!!
Yep, the tears fall!
Was he tryin' to justify what he did?
That it wasn't in his control???
Why doesn't he step up to the plate now and fix it??
I know why.....I know the truth.